Sometimes I have so much inside of me that I want to say, but when it comes time to actually say those things I am speechless. Sometimes this happens all of the time. I often visit this little blog here of mine with every intention of writing something great and profound.. and I end up clicking away to something else. Why? I dunno. I guess I don't ever feel like I have anything important to say. Which is funny because this is not only MY blog, but this is also the internet.. nothing important is ever said here. Haha. But i have recently learned a lesson. A lesson that I hope to carry with me through my struggles in life. I have learned that one of the most healing and therapeutic things I can do when dealing with problems is write about them. Almost exactly as I am doing right now. When I write about things, I am forced to concentrate on exactly what I want to say.. which in turn makes me concentrate on exactly how I feel. And discovering those emotions and thoughts are always the hardest and most critical parts of overcoming a problem. Atleast for me. As was the case with my last problem, I started writing and writing and writing. About all the different crazy things I felt and thought and imagined. I went through a weird process of realization through this, and it felt good. My situation was by no means resolved just by simply writing about it. But I had a much better grip on the reality of the situation after I did. And I got a lesson out of it. Which is invaluable. And you know what else is invaluable? This playlist I am about to write down. I guess this would be my playlist for the past week :)
1. A Silent Film-You Will Leave A Mark
2. Anberlin-Impossible
3. A Rocket To The Moon-She's Killing Me
4. Owl City-Dreams Don't Turn To Dust
5. Mutemath-Reset
6. Matt Wertz-Everthing Will Be Alright
7. The Civil Wars-20 Years
8. We Came As Romans-Intentions
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